<3

Soo yesterday my mom talked to Ben. She loves him. Almost more than I do. I don't know what she told him, but I have a suspicion it had something to do with my health problems. Last night I felt like bothering him so I asked him if he had a bucket list. He said he didn't, but wondered why I asked. I told him it was for my story and he was like "I'd be so sad if you were going to die. :("

And we talked for about an hour. Just like we used to. And I dreamed again for the first time in weeks. <3