Let Me Go

Love me or let me go. That's all I ask. And you're doing neither and it's killing me.
Today I sat in the bathroom for an hour. Just thinking. I pulled out my meds and just looked at them. I promised all my friends I wouldn't try that again, but today it's cloudy out and the sun isn't shining. He said he hated me. And right now it seems like the best way out. I called Katie and she talked to me a bit. And it helped. But then she had to go to work. And I felt empty again. I wish I could be free of his stupid curse. I hate him. But I love him too.